today and tomorrow

Sometimes you wake first thing in the morning and the self-doubt hits you like a tidal wave. 

Today was one of those mornings. 

Is this song/work good enough?
Is this the best work I can do at this point in time?

Sometimes, I wonder if there will be a point where all of a sudden the 
doubts disappear, and, instead, I am filled with overflowing confidence and self-belief. 

My perfectionist tendencies take over
and if I'm not careful I start listening to their warped points of view. 

I've made a commitment to blog more,
to write more songs,
​even if I never ever present them to anyone,
and to be more courageously creative. 

Some days just feel harder than others. 

​But tomorrow I'll start again.